Welcome to the last couple of weeks of 2019 - before we head into the roarin' '20s . We have reached the precipice of the past ten years, and we are being asked to leap or re-loop. The past few years have been an endless cycle of peeling back the metaphorical layers to reveal our truth and to discard our false programming and illusion. But even with every layer we've peeled back, the act of shifting our physical reality has held some people back. No matter how many master courses, mindset shifts, and meditations you have done - if you don't do the heavy lifting and moving in your physical reality, be prepared to re-loop old cycles. It's not a matter of psychic attack  or divinely-blocked progress - God/Source doesn't play games with our hearts.  It's a matter of fully aligning from a space of integrity to, not only talk the talk but walk the walk. I'm not claiming that I have been squeaky-clean and perfect in this area by any means. Ther

2019, being so synchronistically an end to a decade and completion of an era, has felt more-so like a clean-up crew kind of energy over anything! That being said, it makes logical sense why we have been working diligently to clean up any energetic programming that does not support where we are going as we enter 2020 and beyond! This year, particularly, has been a collection of rewiring and reprogramming the divine masculine template within the Collective grids after a misfire and hijacking of the masculine template during previous years. We have been taking a stance against dark masculine programming - especially around the socio-narcissistic programming. I, personally, have been experiencing an influx of clearing around these programs over the past couple of months. Along with the increasing occurrence of socio-manipulative characters showing up in my dream state - there's no doubt that we are draining the metaphorical pond of manipulation, control tactics, and psycholog

{insert split second where I wonder if this whole post is too much - then I post that baby anyways} He, she, that job, they - whatever left doesn't have to slap a negative definition on you as a being. We've got kings and queens - alike - running around in the collective who have, at one point or another, played small, chased crumbs, and have dallied around with those who didn't treat them with the integrity and respect that are SO worthy of! I have been one of those queens on more occasions than I'd like to admit to. Playing small has been a "fun" little game I've played within partnerships, friendships, my education, my career, and in a multitude of other places! Lord knows that my favorite place to "play small" over the past few years has been within my twin flame connection - the fertile soils of my REBIRTH from those misaligned patterns and programs! {empowerment and alignment feel SO much better than playing small and

Who came first - the runner or the chaser? It doesn't really matter what side  or label you feel like you fall under because we've all got a little run and go seek  within us. And, I know...I know...there are going to be people out there who stand by their truth that they have never been the runner twin. But we have all had a feeling of "How do I get out of this labyrinth called the twin flame journey?!" ...I know I have... The thing about the experience of us running or our twin running from the connection is that it all boils down to one of two things; that you all are feeling deeply unsafe within your inner child and are running to find safety, or the vibrational leveling up is creating a discord within the energetic matching between yourself and them. But from our human perspective, from the eyes of our Ego and wounded inner child, when the other person runs - it is because they don't love us or we are not good enough for them. And on the flip-

Raise your hand if you have ever felt as lost as a kid in Walmart during that beginning phase of separation with your twin flame? We have all been there, done that, and bought the commemorable t-shirt! If I had a dollar for every time I have been through collapsing timelines and separation cycles  with my twin flame, I would be able to buy  the t-shirt factory and mark those shirts up by 50%! What I am eluding to is that I have nailed this whole separation cycle  thing down to a science! It doesn't have to completely suck... You can totally survive it... And you can level the fuck up in the process! I am a firm believer in standing in your power and being the master of your emotions, especially in these scenarios. Nothing feels quite like  wondering if "the other side" of this equation is even flinching  at the thought of not being in physical contact with you! If you're like me, you have spent the better half of this twin flame journey in bed,